A plan for something that will never happen

When I was in brighton a couple weeks ago like just at the beginning of the new year i stood at the edge of the sea for a long time and thought about stuff
One of the things I though about was how I’d kill myself
its not gonna happen
like really its not
i was just thinking if i did it how…
i wouldn’t cut or overdose or jump off a building or off the end of the pier… I’d just walk into the sea as far as i could and just stay there… get washed away and drown…
its not that it seems a peaceful way but kind of an ultimate form of giving up putting yourself at the mercy of one of the greatest forces on earth…
eventually id wash back to shore i guess maybe somewhere far from where i went in or maybe not
but yeah thats how it would happen…

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